in memory

today, after a long period of suffering my grandmother has gone to her final resting place. a moment I’ve been afraid of dealing with for many, many years. but she’s in peace now.
she was my mother, my roll model, in the past few months I came to acknowlodge just how much of her I have it in me. it is so hard to explain what I am feeling right now…
a mix of releif and profound sadness.
rest in peace vó, you deserve it, after so many years of dedication to others never even for a moment thinking about yourself. I am what you thought me and I’ll love you forever.